All this nonsense, i can’t explain. Guess i’m the only one to blame. I thought he was running game. I ran it back when really it was all insane. He Never played, the obvious was in my face, now he has a chick that has taken my place(but really no other can work my shit how i do). I admitted, but he didn’t tell me all along . I was misconstrued, lost, and had it all wrong in many ways.. now its Bullsh*t on my mind for days. Listening to bitter b *tches. So a piece of misery came my way.

                  I’m not an average chick, i could no longer play, a game that didn’t belong to me. Someone told me i would make it hard for the next person who comes if i continued to do that, but really it was you all along. I didn’t know what to do, so i thought i had to play a game to get you. My stubbornness got in the way, i ignored my heart just so that sh*t wouldn’t get torn apart. When really it should have been followed. I should of been blunt instead of putting up a front.   

     I don’t want the trickery, the lies, cries, and asking why. I just wanna lie deeply into your arms. I just wanna ride for you no matter what the weather may bring.  Fuck what irrelevancy’s have to say. I would hold you down any way ! Just tell me when your ready - Yours truly, Tatyana Mari.